It is pretty late but I can't sleep. At first it was because I kept thinking about business ideas I have. But when I tried to turn off, my brain went to another place. I realized a couple days ago that I have not really let myself fully mourn what has happened in my life. [...]
Funk. Funky Funk Funk Funk. That's where I've been. Or maybe I'm sick. I'm not sure. Either way I haven't felt too motivated or energetic the last few days. Things have just been hard. I can see my kids struggling. My daughter is fighting talking to and spending time with her dad. My ex-husband came [...]
Yesterday evening I had a post half way written about how I turned 39 on Monday, and that's old, and my life isn't what I expected, etc, etc, etc. Then I had yet another extremely hurtful, hard conversation with my ex-husband. And I spent the next few hours crying and crying. I know I should [...]
*Deep Breath* This week has been tough. I have had many hurtful conversations with my ex-husband. The hurt I have felt coupled with the betrayal I experienced has made this a hard week. A couple days ago I dropped the kids off at my ex-husband's place and watched them swim for a few minutes. This [...]
Sunshine and Rainstorms 